I like you. I can see that you like me too. Don't let this backfire and leave me hurt and alone again. 

John 6:47 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life.

Seriously, I'm astonished that someone so proclaimed to be "strong willed" could be manipulated so easily. If you convince someone enough that something happened then the weak minded will crumble to the words you say. Bravo. I'm very proud that you have the willpower enough to give in. Grow a backbone and have a voice.

2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one.

Whoopsie daisy. Not getting into this one. It'll all be in good fun, nothing more, nothing less. I can deal with that, and uggh I'm kinda ashamed to say that I presumed that she'd be free when I came back. How selfish of me. All I can do is be happy for her and keep the friendship between us because I like what's there. 

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

I like where this could go, and after consideration that while this is a bit wrong, I'm not doing it in spite, so I'm justified, but I should still be cautious, for the sake of myself not getting hurt and the very good possibility that I will and am thinking to much into something that is in fact nothing at all.  Amen.

Hebrews 13:6  So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?”

Anddd, I'm probably getting way ahead of myself, but I like it. Is it wrong? Maybe this soon yes, but I mean I'm not directly responsible for the actions or future actions of any one person. Can I influence them? Most definitely, but it was nice to just sit there and talk. =]

Philippians 2:3 Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.

So I started up running again! Should probably do it earlier than around 2am but hey, I have the world to myself =D well, my sidewalk that is. Totally fantastic, need to get toned before...uhmmm, too long? yea, that's it =] Results to come, I'd LOVE to do another 5K. =] It's a goal.

P.S. I miss you

aeboyxx : BABIES
aeboyxx : lots of BABIES
lehewww : YES!
lehewww : FOUR HUNDRED BABIES
aeboyxx : MOTHER EARTH!

1 Peter 3:10 Whoever desires to love life and see good days, let him keep his tongue from evil and his lips from speaking deceit.

To another.

I wish:

you didn't make it so hard to forget you
you didn't keep making yourself wonderful and amazing
that you'd stay this way forever
that you wouldn't stay this way forever
you'd be more here and less everywhere else
you were present here, and not present there
things were better for you
I was in actuality and not my own fake reality

I'm thankful that:

I can be there for you
you allow me to be there for you
you trust me

I want: you. here. with. me.

Hebrews 13:16 Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have, for such sacrifices are pleasing to God.