goodness it's been a while. school started, and pfew don't even get me started on that, if it could take any longer to be done I'd be surprised. maybe it feels like it's dragging on because I don't feel I'm able to do what I want to, my teacher is sexist (no matter how much he "promises" me he'll get me a job after I graduate) and I don't feel like I get the grade I deserve, but it's whatev, hopefully no longer than a year and a half and I'll be done and starting life. Life that begins with me being happy where I am and enjoying everyone's company exceedingly.
Been with and done with a boy. Efff that. Sorry you don't understand that I would like to be with someone that's going somewhere with their life or at least has some sort of clue. Yes flying by the seat of your pants for a while is fine and dandy, but when you have no goals whatsoever of what you want your life to amount to or no expectations of yourself, you're excluded from me caring about you more than a friend and more than welcome to do whatever you'd like; by yourself.
Goodness I complain a lot. Fiddlesticks. I just went to New Orleans and Orlando for a week and a half. BEYOND needed. the part where it made me forget about the problems I'm dealing with and focus on enjoying life made it more than worthwhile. And of course it mostly has to do with the amazing people that complete me. Yes they're far away at times, but distance is just an obstacle that is easily overcome and makes seeing them even more fantastic. That's why I can't wait to be there. Things are fine here, the few friends I do have in this state are amazing, but I feel my personality and lifestyle are more fit for Florida. There's more opportunities and right now, that's what I need. So t-minus 1 year and a 1/2 +/-. I'll be back home soon enough =]
Romans 8:26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.
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