I'm still hoping =/

Hebrews 13:16 Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have, for such sacrifices are pleasing to God.

If it's meant to happen and help, it shall. Here's hoping.

Titus 1:8 Rather he must be hospitable, one who loves what is good, who is self-controlled, upright, holy and disciplined.

A lady!....A PRETTY lady!

goodness it's been a while. school started, and pfew don't even get me started on that, if it could take any longer to be done I'd be surprised. maybe it feels like it's dragging on because I don't feel I'm able to do what I want to, my teacher is sexist (no matter how much he "promises" me he'll get me a job after I graduate) and I don't feel like I get the grade I deserve, but it's whatev, hopefully no longer than a year and a half and I'll be done and starting life. Life that begins with me being happy where I am and enjoying everyone's company exceedingly.

Been with and done with a boy. Efff that. Sorry you don't understand that I would like to be with someone that's going somewhere with their life or at least has some sort of clue. Yes flying by the seat of your pants for a while is fine and dandy, but when you have no goals whatsoever of what you want your life to amount to or no expectations of yourself, you're excluded from me caring about you more than a friend and more than welcome to do whatever you'd like; by yourself. 

Goodness I complain a lot. Fiddlesticks. I just went to New Orleans and Orlando for a week and a half. BEYOND needed. the part where it made me forget about the problems I'm dealing with and focus on enjoying life made it more than worthwhile. And of course it mostly has to do with the amazing people that complete me. Yes they're far away at times, but distance is just an obstacle that is easily overcome and makes seeing them even more fantastic. That's why I can't wait to be there. Things are fine here, the few friends I do have in this state are amazing, but I feel my personality and lifestyle are more fit for Florida. There's more opportunities and right now, that's what I need. So t-minus 1 year and a 1/2 +/-. I'll be back home soon enough =]

Romans 8:26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.

Here's hoping this amazing opportunity may be seized and utilized

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

Corinthians 13:4-6 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.

I like you. I can see that you like me too. Don't let this backfire and leave me hurt and alone again. 

John 6:47 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life.

Seriously, I'm astonished that someone so proclaimed to be "strong willed" could be manipulated so easily. If you convince someone enough that something happened then the weak minded will crumble to the words you say. Bravo. I'm very proud that you have the willpower enough to give in. Grow a backbone and have a voice.

2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one.