If I could begin to tell you how happy he makes me. I would. But I can't. =]

Be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead! - I Peter 1:6

Be aware.

To whom it may concern.

When you realize you're missing out on what's right in front of you, I'll still be waiting and unless you're totally oblivious to the world around you, which I know you aren't, you know how I feel. You make me feel like it would be worth the wait.

Sincerely Dylan.

Isa 3:10 Tell the righteous it will be well with them, for they will enjoy the fruit of their deeds.

I'm still hoping =/

Hebrews 13:16 Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have, for such sacrifices are pleasing to God.

If it's meant to happen and help, it shall. Here's hoping.

Titus 1:8 Rather he must be hospitable, one who loves what is good, who is self-controlled, upright, holy and disciplined.

A lady!....A PRETTY lady!

goodness it's been a while. school started, and pfew don't even get me started on that, if it could take any longer to be done I'd be surprised. maybe it feels like it's dragging on because I don't feel I'm able to do what I want to, my teacher is sexist (no matter how much he "promises" me he'll get me a job after I graduate) and I don't feel like I get the grade I deserve, but it's whatev, hopefully no longer than a year and a half and I'll be done and starting life. Life that begins with me being happy where I am and enjoying everyone's company exceedingly.

Been with and done with a boy. Efff that. Sorry you don't understand that I would like to be with someone that's going somewhere with their life or at least has some sort of clue. Yes flying by the seat of your pants for a while is fine and dandy, but when you have no goals whatsoever of what you want your life to amount to or no expectations of yourself, you're excluded from me caring about you more than a friend and more than welcome to do whatever you'd like; by yourself. 

Goodness I complain a lot. Fiddlesticks. I just went to New Orleans and Orlando for a week and a half. BEYOND needed. the part where it made me forget about the problems I'm dealing with and focus on enjoying life made it more than worthwhile. And of course it mostly has to do with the amazing people that complete me. Yes they're far away at times, but distance is just an obstacle that is easily overcome and makes seeing them even more fantastic. That's why I can't wait to be there. Things are fine here, the few friends I do have in this state are amazing, but I feel my personality and lifestyle are more fit for Florida. There's more opportunities and right now, that's what I need. So t-minus 1 year and a 1/2 +/-. I'll be back home soon enough =]

Romans 8:26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.

Here's hoping this amazing opportunity may be seized and utilized

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

Corinthians 13:4-6 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.

I like you. I can see that you like me too. Don't let this backfire and leave me hurt and alone again. 

John 6:47 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life.

Seriously, I'm astonished that someone so proclaimed to be "strong willed" could be manipulated so easily. If you convince someone enough that something happened then the weak minded will crumble to the words you say. Bravo. I'm very proud that you have the willpower enough to give in. Grow a backbone and have a voice.

2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one.

Whoopsie daisy. Not getting into this one. It'll all be in good fun, nothing more, nothing less. I can deal with that, and uggh I'm kinda ashamed to say that I presumed that she'd be free when I came back. How selfish of me. All I can do is be happy for her and keep the friendship between us because I like what's there. 

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

I like where this could go, and after consideration that while this is a bit wrong, I'm not doing it in spite, so I'm justified, but I should still be cautious, for the sake of myself not getting hurt and the very good possibility that I will and am thinking to much into something that is in fact nothing at all.  Amen.

Hebrews 13:6  So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?”

Anddd, I'm probably getting way ahead of myself, but I like it. Is it wrong? Maybe this soon yes, but I mean I'm not directly responsible for the actions or future actions of any one person. Can I influence them? Most definitely, but it was nice to just sit there and talk. =]

Philippians 2:3 Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.

So I started up running again! Should probably do it earlier than around 2am but hey, I have the world to myself =D well, my sidewalk that is. Totally fantastic, need to get toned before...uhmmm, too long? yea, that's it =] Results to come, I'd LOVE to do another 5K. =] It's a goal.

P.S. I miss you

aeboyxx : BABIES
aeboyxx : lots of BABIES
lehewww : YES!
lehewww : FOUR HUNDRED BABIES
aeboyxx : MOTHER EARTH!

1 Peter 3:10 Whoever desires to love life and see good days, let him keep his tongue from evil and his lips from speaking deceit.

To another.

I wish:

you didn't make it so hard to forget you
you didn't keep making yourself wonderful and amazing
that you'd stay this way forever
that you wouldn't stay this way forever
you'd be more here and less everywhere else
you were present here, and not present there
things were better for you
I was in actuality and not my own fake reality

I'm thankful that:

I can be there for you
you allow me to be there for you
you trust me

I want: you. here. with. me.

Hebrews 13:16 Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have, for such sacrifices are pleasing to God.

I'm gonna wish that:

I had gotten in with you
I had told you what I felt
I had had the balls to say what was on my mind
I hadn't let my overanalyzation and fear get in the way

I'm over the fact that:

you way to easily said one thing and did another
you're fake
you're clueless

I'm aware that:

you're two-faced
you didn't say what you meant
all that we ever talked about amounted to nothing
you didn't care as much as I did
I shouldn't have expected anything from you
I dove into it headfirst while completely aware that you were going to screw me over
you did
I didn't listen to what everyone else said, though while partially a good thing, I should have...
you, at first, were worth my time
you are now worth none of it
I am stronger from thus moving on
you are nothing to me anymore

I will not fall for you again.



Ephesians 6:10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might.

I miss Muskegon terribly, or at least the company and feelings I feel when I'm there. I should get a second job until september. That way I can get my apartment. =] It's early/late. I should sleep. PCz! =]

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Thessalonians 5:16-17 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing.

Whoops! Should definitely be asleep right now! Headed over to Muskegon today until saturday i believe. Gotta order uniforms =D and take care of some job hunting =] Here's hoping I have some luck! Say a little prayer and I'll be good. =] Off to bed.

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P.S. I have a Picture Blog now too.

Proverbs 15:1 A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.

Whoops!

Sooo, been a few days since I've written. Haven't been able to get to a computer. Any whom. Came back down to good old sunny/very rainy LBV. It was sooo nice to take a break from home even though I've only been home about two and a half weeks, I just felt like I needed a break. As much as I love home, I realized I miss it down there. There isn't anyone to go out driving aimlessly and without any destination with, or drive down the strip and holler at hottie's with, or to have an amazingly fun party at which you kiss everyone at =P, or have a big group of people to just sit around with and talk about absolutely anything with. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love my family and few friends I have back home, but I can't always do things like that with them. I always feel a strong sense of family and understanding when I'm there and I'm most definitely thinking that this time home is going to feel more odd than before because a lot of the really amazing people down there will finish their program and I may not ever see them again as much as I don't want to say it. So the next time I return, they won't be there. =/ but this trip was really good for me, and I'm happy I was able to go down. But now it's onto the real world and the decisions I have to make. in the weeks before school I still have to; get a job or two, find more scholarships, finish my FAFSA after getting a job secure and take care of getting my apartment, and then finally start school which is my next thing I'm really looking forward to =). Well I'm out.

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Proverbs 19:20 Listen to advice and accept instruction,
that you may gain wisdom in the future.

I'm soo excited to be here right now! I don't know what I was thinking when I thought I didn't want to come down here, I'm soooo glad that I did! It's only been like two days but I've been having soo much fun.Of course all with the people that matter the most to me here. I did, however get trashed last night. haha, as tragic as it was, it was a complete blast!!! I should probably sleep now though, waking up early with Edwin and then going to beach with him and Bumin! Definitely excited, first time I'll;ve been to the beach in Florida!!! Night!!

Hebrews 13:5 Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

A magical adventure for you! It's magic for you.

Sooo I found this song and oh my gosh, this brings back sooo many childhood memories!! No clue where in the world my parents found this movie (My Neighbor Totoro) but it's the cutest Japanese movie ever. It's hard to find, but I would suggest getting it, goodness, nevermind haha! I should get to bed, I'm getting up in an hour and a half to get ready, leaving by four thirty! Woo! Dad couldn't be more thrilled to drive to Detroit! =P Work from 1:45-7:45 today! Get an ID and I'm all set, and I get to stay with Edwin too!! I'm sooo excited!!!

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Matthew 5:7 Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.

My Neighbor Totoro -